I wish I could enjoy your company. I've tried here and there and the people I try to hold close. Those that I hold dear; many disappear.
Stranded with emotional feelings that I cannot express. Feelings for someone whom no longer talks to me.
I've tried to be there for someone. To look them in their eyes and see them smile.
Just a dear friend.
I pushed people away in defending you.
I put my feelings first because I didn't want to lose you.
In end you slipped away regardless of what may have happened.
I ruined it with my own despairty to be loved.
I hope you can forgive me one day. I hope to be able to say hi to you again someday.
