Wondering

    Hold our heads high and think positively when we can.Trying to get into bed early is not as easy as it shapes up to be. Still having some issues saying no to people when I should get going. Today is going to be busy as I have to study for m test on Monday. Last weekend to be lazy then got to get into full gear.

Good luck everyone,
Austin

Waves

Climbing forward little by little.
It isn't easy when you're constantly fighting with yourself.
Old habits are really hard to break and over the course of the last two years it has been a lot of up and downs.
Don't think it would have been possible without the great and loving support of my family and friends.

There has been a lot of ups and downs but things are definitely going forward now. Chipping away at it little by little. School is coming along and studies and readings have been doing well. Sluggish in keeping off the gaming though but improving in comparison to before. I need to shape up the studying as things are going to start getting busy.

NERD MODE ON!.


Austin

0730 Wake-up

I managed to get up at 0730 (7:30AM) this morning but I slept at 1 so kind of off and I have paintball today. That could be an issue.

Gotta go back , shower and shave.

No time to finish this post hahaha.

Take care all!.

Adjusting sleep.

Trying to adjust sleep for 11PM is a bit difficult as there always seems to be something distracting me. Let it be a game or reading material. Chatting is fine cause I can do that in bed haha.

Hmmm.

Blargh?

Couldn't get to sleep last night for some reason. Not sure why, maybe too many thoughts on my head. Trying to adjust to my 2200 hour sleeping schedule is hard.

Austin

Dusting out the computer.

Computer is super dusty. Nice quilt of grey.

USB Host controller

The USB host controller for my computer is not responding :(.
None of the USB devices are being detected at BIOS. Not sure what happened =/.

Austin

Ding dong.

   I start school tomorrow and I look forward to a fresh new year. I have reconnected with old friends and I hope for something more to grow from the friendship. All in all, 2011 was a long and tough year. It involved a lot of up and down moments and I had a very terrible start to my 2011 year. I took the year off so I could re-coup and try to take my mind off things. Sort out myself psychologically and work out the various issues I had. They still exist but my mind is in a better mindset then before and tomorrow will be the first step into this new reality I am going to try to work at.

   I hope I am ready to take this on again but I am starting things light just like before. Give yourself too much on one plate and you'll mess it all up. Probably add some more to this later.
I wish everyone best of wishes for the days to come.

Hoping to tentatively get into bed by around 2200. (10:00PM)


Austin

Here is to a new start.

Here is a new start to 2012. A brand new year and the clock is ticking. The previous year was a chance to wrap things up and its time to get things on the move.

This place will act as my journal and where I will write my journal content when I sit down and open it up to post them in this collective world. Don't fret though, The Journey of Shroker is the main site and is sort of not connected with this blog but I will have a link on there to here. My main blog is, well my main blog.

This will grow with my just like Xanga grows with me. Over the days and months we will look back and think "Those are the times".

Anyways, time to go to the bank. Thought I would whip something up as a introductory post. As most of the posts people find here will be in the first person view.

Its usually only the posts I write as a "blog post" I will likely share to my page.

Happy New Yesrs everyone!


Austin